Oh, home alone today, all my housemates are outing for fun. They have all their assignments done; can shopping and eating happily with a relief heart. Poor me, still have to keep on working for my report for Monday submission. After sadly said No to them for going out, then doing my report, whilst writing a post, whilst singing “lonely, oh I am lonely..”

I had gone through a tough life in the process of doing this research course. My supervisor is strict and particular to my writing. I am discouraged of what he commented sometime. “Non-sense”, “You can’t write something by heart, people would not understand”, “ if you still not stick to one angle, go around one issue, you will never can finish this research”, “ this is not your level and capability to question this”, “an idealistic research will spend you years and years..”.

Well, blessing in disgust, I gained a lot under his supervision. Although there are conflicts in between, but I understand his intention is for my good, to let me learn and improve. He really a kind man, as he was willing to spend times correct me, guiding me since this is just an elective course. 3 months of this assignment, I’ve learn to take ownership of my words of writing, learn to attentive to minor mistakes, know is time to improve my grammar, learn to adapt to rule-bound thinking…….

I know, I will miss the time that I blamed. The precious lesson that I got in these days is learn to value tough things in my life with heart of appreciation.

Smile though it is tough.